论《灵山》寻求个体主体性的困境

高行健的长篇小说《灵山》,就其主题而言,是一部关于一个人寻找内心的安宁与自由的小说.个人自由与个体主体性密切相关,《灵山》之旅是一个寻求个体（自由主义的个体）主体性的过程.寻找灵山的过程在小说中以两条线索展开：“我”沿着长江漫游,“你”找寻去灵山的路.在这个过程中,作家想要确立的自我是一个远离政治、社会的,自由的,具有自身独立价值的个体.但是,在寻求过程中,寻求者把个体生命从现实社会中抽离出来,回避对意义、目的的追寻,最终走向虚无主义.

On the Dilemma of Searching for Individual Subjectivity in Ling Shan

The theme of Gao Xingjian＇s novel Ling Shan is about someone pursuing inner peace and freedom. The freedom of individual is closely related to individual subjectivity, the journey to Ling Shan is a process of establishing individual subjectivity. There are two clues：＇T＇ roamed along the Yangtze River,＂ you＂ looked for the road to Ling Shan. In this journey, the writer wanted to establish an ego seif who was far away from politics, society, being free, having his own independent values. However, in this process, the seeker pullsed his individual life out of the society, avoiding the pursuing of significance and purpose, finally he fell into nihilism.