激情与孤独:成人视角下的往事情缘——浅析《初恋》中的叙事障蔽

周作人用性意识的觉醒来解释成文缘由,其中事功的意图很明显。因为“自传作者们与其他人一样容易出错,他们经常从最好的角度来描写自己”。自传中存在两个变量:一个是叙事者本人,一个是事件本身,“事件的意义在被回顾时可能会改变,描写事件的自我在经历这些事件之后也可能已经改变”。《初恋》成文时,这两个变量均已发生变化。也许激情诉说的背后真正的是难以言说的孤独,去除了叙事障蔽的《初恋》不仅仅是一段甜蜜的往事情缘。

Passion and Loneliness :The Old Love Events through Human Eyes——Explaining Narrating Arrestment of First Love

Obviously Zhou Zuoren uses the awakening of natural consciousness to explain the existing writing reason with matter merit intention.Because "the autobiography authors alike other people easily make a mistake that is they usually describe themselves from the best angle." The autobiography has two variables that one is narrating himself,and the othe is event itself."The significance of the events possibly can change when it is reviewed,and the outhor himself also possibly changed after experiences these events." When First love is writen,these two variables have changed.It is said Zhou Zuoren in Nanjing tiger bridge jail in 1946 wrote poetry fondly to remember Yang Sangu.This was not that accidental.Perhaps behind the fervor word is deeply alone.Has removen narrates post "First love"is not merely a section of happy past love event.